Today's Weight: 227
Total Loss: 22 lbs!
Monday, February 27, 2012
Picture Time!
Although I haven't lost a lot of weight over the last week, I've been going down size wise. I had to go down a size in jeans, and even they are big on me at the end of the day. (YAY!) I plateaued for about a week, but yesterday the scale went down a pound, and today it went down another pound! I thought it was time for a few pictures! (By the way, I could not wear this shirt last week. Eeek!)
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
So Frustrated!
I'm very Frustrated today. The last time I posted was last Thursday. Friday I lost 2 more lbs, for a weight of 231. Where I've been stuck ever since. I swear, if this is all the weight I'm gonna loose, I want my stomach put back the way it was so I can stop eating all the damn time and just have a freaking piece of cake! I'm angry, and I still feel fat, and I just want to cry. This sucks. For the past 3 days I've been feeling like this is such a mistake. Everyone who has had the surgery keeps telling me its not, but they've all lost over 100 lbs. I've lost a measly 18. And the only thing I can tell is my jeans aren't as tight. I haven't even gone down a size. And I really want a piece of toast or a grilled cheese sandwich, but no, I can't eat bread anymore. Or anything dense really. Ugh.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
2 Week Post-Op!
I had my post-op appointment today! The Dr. said I'm healing really well, and that I can lift the kids again and begin exercising. And, I can eat! Although I learned quickly its not much! I came home and made myself an egg with some low fat cheddar cheese. I got about 3/4 of it down, and that's all I could hold. Then I went to Wal-Mart and spent an insane amount of money on all new food. Healthy food. Like Greek Yogurt, Cottage Cheese, Chickpeas, tuna, mahi mahi, chicken, and some veggies. I still can't have fibrous foods like stringy veggies, veggie skins, and I can't have tough meats like steak or pork or even dry chicken. If I do eat chicken, it should probably be cooked in the crock pot so its super moist.
After Grocery shopping, I made a mistake. I went to Subway and got some Tuna on flatbread. It was so good. You know, the two bites I got down. But apparently even the flatbread expanded too much in my tiny stomach, and 5 minutes after taking those two bites, they came right back up. So I waited about 30 minutes, and had some greek yogurt. I was full on less than 1/2 cup. I think getting my protein in is going to be a challenge. But, I like the yogurt, and If I can get at least 1 cup per day in I've gotten in 44 grams of protein, and my goal for the entire day is 60 or more. So hopefully I can eat enough to get it all in. If not, I'll check out those protein shots they have at GNC and Wal-Mart, because I can't possibly drink another protein drink. EVER!
After Grocery shopping, I made a mistake. I went to Subway and got some Tuna on flatbread. It was so good. You know, the two bites I got down. But apparently even the flatbread expanded too much in my tiny stomach, and 5 minutes after taking those two bites, they came right back up. So I waited about 30 minutes, and had some greek yogurt. I was full on less than 1/2 cup. I think getting my protein in is going to be a challenge. But, I like the yogurt, and If I can get at least 1 cup per day in I've gotten in 44 grams of protein, and my goal for the entire day is 60 or more. So hopefully I can eat enough to get it all in. If not, I'll check out those protein shots they have at GNC and Wal-Mart, because I can't possibly drink another protein drink. EVER!
Today's Weight: 233
Total Loss: 16 lbs!
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
ONE MORE DAY!!!
Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
ONE MORE DAY UNTIL I CAN EAT AGAIN!!!! Can you tell I'm excited?
This Valentine's Day is very different from Valentine's Days past. In the past, Jon and I have always gotten a sitter and gone out to either a nice dinner, or to our Trusty Valentine's Day place where the service and food are always good--The Catfish Hole. And Jon always has chocolates for me and I always have chocolate covered strawberries for him. And we always get Dessert. This year is different. No food for me today, so while his grandparents are here to watch the kiddos, Jon and I are going to go to the mall and walk around, shop a little, and he'll grab a healthy dinner from the food court while I sip on some unsweet tea.
Its hard to find things to do that don't involve food. What are some of your ideas for dates that don't involve eating?
Today's Weight: 233.5
Total Loss: 15.5 lbs
ONE MORE DAY UNTIL I CAN EAT AGAIN!!!! Can you tell I'm excited?
This Valentine's Day is very different from Valentine's Days past. In the past, Jon and I have always gotten a sitter and gone out to either a nice dinner, or to our Trusty Valentine's Day place where the service and food are always good--The Catfish Hole. And Jon always has chocolates for me and I always have chocolate covered strawberries for him. And we always get Dessert. This year is different. No food for me today, so while his grandparents are here to watch the kiddos, Jon and I are going to go to the mall and walk around, shop a little, and he'll grab a healthy dinner from the food court while I sip on some unsweet tea.
Its hard to find things to do that don't involve food. What are some of your ideas for dates that don't involve eating?
Today's Weight: 233.5
Total Loss: 15.5 lbs
Monday, February 13, 2012
Hanging in There
The title of this post says it all. I'm just hanging in there today. I have a lot of energy, and I've done a lot of cleaning around the house today while Parker was at school and Elliot was napping. I cleaned my oven, dusted the house, and vacuumed the living room, then swept the kitchen floor. Then I ran out of steam so the rest remains un-done!
The protein shakes are so nasty at this point. I seriously think I might gag every time I try to drink one. Now really, they're probably not that bad. But when you've had the same thing four times a day for almost 2 straight weeks, you can't help but gag at the thought of drinking another one. I have learned that variety, is indeed, the spice of life. And with only 3 flavors, Vanilla, Chocolate, and Chicken Soup-which can't be made hot because it curdles- coupled with the fact that I cannot stomach the Vanilla flavor, variety is at a bare minimum.
I've already planned my first meal. I'm going to have Pizza! Healthy pizza that is. (But I'm still psyched about it!) I'm planning on making it on whole wheat flatbread with roasted garlic, marinara, Mozzarella, Green Peppers, and Turkey Pepperoni. Maybe even some mushrooms. And I will be eating it piping hot because I miss hot food! (These shakes are cold, and on a snowy day like today, they just aren't hitting the spot.) And for dessert, I'm going to make Chocolate Covered Katie's sugar free, high protein, gluten free Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. And I'm gonna be stingy and not share any with my family. I'm sure I won't have to! After I tell them that its made out of Garbanzo Beans (Chickpeas!) Basically its sweetened hummus with Chocolate chips!
Other high protein foods I've got on my grocery list are Cottage Cheese, Greek Yogurt, Sugar Free Preserves, Mahi Mahi, Chicken, Tuna, Cucumbers, and lots of fresh herbs. I can make Greek Yogurt into a dip for Whole Wheat Club crackers by adding Ranch Powder or a packet of Onion Soup Mix. And I can make it into Tzatziki sauce to have with whole wheat pita bread too. Who knew? Protein in dip! Pretty much you can substitute plain greek yogurt in any recipe that calls for sour cream. Bam! Instant protein boost with the same flavor and texture!
I know that most of my food cravings are "head hunger". Pretty much I just want food, but I'm not really hungry. Except for the last few days, after I've drank all my protein and water, I will feel hungry around 8 or 9 PM. Real hunger. Not starving, but I wish I could at least have a few crackers or something. I'm still counting down the days until Thursday! Post-op appointment is scheduled for 8 AM!
Down another 1.5 lbs this morning!
Today's weight: 234.5
Total Loss: 14.5 lbs! (I can't wait for that number to be 30, then 40, then 75, then 100!)
P.S. To my friend Bree~ I plan on taking pictures at my 2 week appointment, when I've actually done my hair and makeup and put on a decent outfit!
The protein shakes are so nasty at this point. I seriously think I might gag every time I try to drink one. Now really, they're probably not that bad. But when you've had the same thing four times a day for almost 2 straight weeks, you can't help but gag at the thought of drinking another one. I have learned that variety, is indeed, the spice of life. And with only 3 flavors, Vanilla, Chocolate, and Chicken Soup-which can't be made hot because it curdles- coupled with the fact that I cannot stomach the Vanilla flavor, variety is at a bare minimum.
I've already planned my first meal. I'm going to have Pizza! Healthy pizza that is. (But I'm still psyched about it!) I'm planning on making it on whole wheat flatbread with roasted garlic, marinara, Mozzarella, Green Peppers, and Turkey Pepperoni. Maybe even some mushrooms. And I will be eating it piping hot because I miss hot food! (These shakes are cold, and on a snowy day like today, they just aren't hitting the spot.) And for dessert, I'm going to make Chocolate Covered Katie's sugar free, high protein, gluten free Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. And I'm gonna be stingy and not share any with my family. I'm sure I won't have to! After I tell them that its made out of Garbanzo Beans (Chickpeas!) Basically its sweetened hummus with Chocolate chips!
Other high protein foods I've got on my grocery list are Cottage Cheese, Greek Yogurt, Sugar Free Preserves, Mahi Mahi, Chicken, Tuna, Cucumbers, and lots of fresh herbs. I can make Greek Yogurt into a dip for Whole Wheat Club crackers by adding Ranch Powder or a packet of Onion Soup Mix. And I can make it into Tzatziki sauce to have with whole wheat pita bread too. Who knew? Protein in dip! Pretty much you can substitute plain greek yogurt in any recipe that calls for sour cream. Bam! Instant protein boost with the same flavor and texture!
I know that most of my food cravings are "head hunger". Pretty much I just want food, but I'm not really hungry. Except for the last few days, after I've drank all my protein and water, I will feel hungry around 8 or 9 PM. Real hunger. Not starving, but I wish I could at least have a few crackers or something. I'm still counting down the days until Thursday! Post-op appointment is scheduled for 8 AM!
Down another 1.5 lbs this morning!
Today's weight: 234.5
Total Loss: 14.5 lbs! (I can't wait for that number to be 30, then 40, then 75, then 100!)
P.S. To my friend Bree~ I plan on taking pictures at my 2 week appointment, when I've actually done my hair and makeup and put on a decent outfit!
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Getting There...
Hey everybody! Not a lot to report really! I'm feeling more energetic every day though. And people keep telling me I look thinner, so who knows, maybe I do.
I discovered something awesome today! Extra Sugar Free Apple Pie Gum. It tastes just like a slice of cinnamon-y apple pie! And no calories and sugar free!
Today I took Parker to his friend's 4th Birthday party. He had a great time, and it felt nice to get out of the house independently again. Yesterday my Mother In Law and I took the kids to the mall so I could walk, they could eat lunch at Chik-fil-A, and we could all do a little shopping. I found some great deals on clothes that were too small for me, and I bought them anyway! And I found an cute Green Handbag (Notice I didn't call it a purse Bry?). I also found a cute new dress and a pair of white patent shoes for Elliot for spring to wear with her dresses.
I'm going to attempt to go to church tomorrow. I really want to go out to eat afterwards. I miss restaurants. I miss mexican food a LOT. And pizza. Oh hell, I miss food. And I called the Dr. on Thursday, and they informed me that although the last day of my 2 weeks of liquid diet is up on the 14th, and technically I should be able to eat on the 15th, they don't want me to eat until my post-op appointment on the 15th. And no, they can't schedule my appointment on the 15th, because the Dr. is in surgery all day. (Don't worry, it was the first thing I asked!) That sucks. Plain and simple. I wanted to throw the phone. I still want to throw the phone. I want a freaking cookie!
The worst part is, I have actually felt hungry a few times over the past few days. I feel kind of hungry now. I've had all my protein for the day and my water, and I still feel a little hungry. Not starving, but hungry enough to eat one slice of pizza or a section of a yummy quesadilla. I guess the old saying stands true. I'm up a creek without a paddle!
Today's Weight: 236 (loss of 2 more pounds for a total loss of 13 pounds!)
I discovered something awesome today! Extra Sugar Free Apple Pie Gum. It tastes just like a slice of cinnamon-y apple pie! And no calories and sugar free!
Today I took Parker to his friend's 4th Birthday party. He had a great time, and it felt nice to get out of the house independently again. Yesterday my Mother In Law and I took the kids to the mall so I could walk, they could eat lunch at Chik-fil-A, and we could all do a little shopping. I found some great deals on clothes that were too small for me, and I bought them anyway! And I found an cute Green Handbag (Notice I didn't call it a purse Bry?). I also found a cute new dress and a pair of white patent shoes for Elliot for spring to wear with her dresses.
I'm going to attempt to go to church tomorrow. I really want to go out to eat afterwards. I miss restaurants. I miss mexican food a LOT. And pizza. Oh hell, I miss food. And I called the Dr. on Thursday, and they informed me that although the last day of my 2 weeks of liquid diet is up on the 14th, and technically I should be able to eat on the 15th, they don't want me to eat until my post-op appointment on the 15th. And no, they can't schedule my appointment on the 15th, because the Dr. is in surgery all day. (Don't worry, it was the first thing I asked!) That sucks. Plain and simple. I wanted to throw the phone. I still want to throw the phone. I want a freaking cookie!
The worst part is, I have actually felt hungry a few times over the past few days. I feel kind of hungry now. I've had all my protein for the day and my water, and I still feel a little hungry. Not starving, but hungry enough to eat one slice of pizza or a section of a yummy quesadilla. I guess the old saying stands true. I'm up a creek without a paddle!
Today's Weight: 236 (loss of 2 more pounds for a total loss of 13 pounds!)
Thursday, February 9, 2012
5 More Days!
So I was looking at the calendar this afternoon and noticed that I only have 5 more days of liquid diet after today. I'm so excited to get to eat again. Not because I need food, but because I want to chew, and I want to spend time at the table with my family again. That's our main source of family time. We always sit down as a family for dinner, every night, at the kitchen table. We don't eat in the living room, or as we come and go, we make the time to spend with each other.
Because of me missing family time, I'm missing time with Jon. That's typically when we talk about how our days went and get in our quality time. I miss him, even though he's here every night. I wish it was warmer out. We would totally take advantage of his mom being here and go for a walk. Tomorrow night we have a hot date at H&R Block! Maybe we can get some good couple time in then! I guess we could possibly try to go to a movie sometime soon. That doesn't involve food.
Which brings me to my next subject. Now I'm not much for hiking or camping, or any of that stuff, but what are some of your ideas for dates that don't involve food. All we ever do is go to dinner or go out to dinner with other couples. We live in a city with a small town feel, which means there's not a ton to do besides eat. No real museums that would really interest us, and no zoo or aquarium. Any ideas?
Today's Weight: 238--still no loss. How frustrating!
Because of me missing family time, I'm missing time with Jon. That's typically when we talk about how our days went and get in our quality time. I miss him, even though he's here every night. I wish it was warmer out. We would totally take advantage of his mom being here and go for a walk. Tomorrow night we have a hot date at H&R Block! Maybe we can get some good couple time in then! I guess we could possibly try to go to a movie sometime soon. That doesn't involve food.
Which brings me to my next subject. Now I'm not much for hiking or camping, or any of that stuff, but what are some of your ideas for dates that don't involve food. All we ever do is go to dinner or go out to dinner with other couples. We live in a city with a small town feel, which means there's not a ton to do besides eat. No real museums that would really interest us, and no zoo or aquarium. Any ideas?
Today's Weight: 238--still no loss. How frustrating!
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